the mistake
sometimes i wonder, do i deserve to live?
shouldnt i burn in hell for all the things i did?
i feel like a mistake… a piece of shit… a bitch… a “coolaro”
a pussie… a freak…
i feel like i have nothin to live for and nothin to die for…
i dream so big but i never work hard enough to have a chance to fufill those dreams…
i feel pathetic, useless, shameful, ungrateful, different, left out, and just a complete loser…
i constantly make mistakes at work, getting yelled at by managers, co-workers, and even getting called out by customers at times…
i make mistakes in my mixes, when i play basketball, when i drive and get pulled over, and even the smallest thing… when i forget to grab milk from costco even though it was on my shopping list…
now i have permanent mistake…
johnny my tat guy screwed up… he forgot a symbol on my tat… now i have a permanent mistake on my body…
do you know how crappy i feel?
not only do i have my mistakes in life but i now have a permanent mistake on my body…
i can actually get it fixed pretty easily but instead ima leave it… you know why because i am a mistake… i’ll say it again…
i am a mistake! this guy right here daniel moon is a mistake!
i embrace mistakes, in fact I LOVE MISTAKES!!
i learn more from my failures than my success~
in fact i pray to God i make more mistakes in life! when that mistake occurs i already know in my head of what NOT to do next time…
a mistake is a mans best teacher! and THAT is no mistake, its a fact!!!!!